WING ATTACKER ROX

2011-05-08T11:36:00.004+08:00

You know i just can't wait for chinese O lvl to be over?! (:
HAHAHA! I wanna STOP MEMORISING CHINESE!~! ):

SINGAPORE FLYER FOR LEARNING JOURNEY?! HAHA...
Didn't know school so rich eh. (:
Even though we didn't get up due to the rain, but muahahahhaa, at least 'I' get to GET OUT of the schoool for 3-4 hours :p HAHA! It will be SO weird if the school just give us the ticket and ask us to get up on the flyer during our free time, hahaha :D On our OWN??? (: hahahah, OKAYYY, I DON"T MIND actually :D

BETTER THAN NOTHING!! =)

2011-04-30T16:08:00.007+08:00

ONE MORE MONTH TO GOOOO!!!
ahhhhhh, please at least let me get a ''B''
I wanna quickly done and get over with it (: HAHA!
现在要讲多华语！！！:D

and OMGGGG!! Yst i saw a group of policewomen walking up and down with their SMART UNIFORM and their guns hanging and all at causeway point!~ SO HOT plssss! HAHA! SO SO SO ENVY!! ): hahahha.
I'm dying to become one! hahaha (:

FORENSIC WAIT FOR ME!!! I WANNA STUDYYY YOUUUUU! hahahaha :p

I'll become the one you can't believe =)

2011-04-23T12:15:00.006+08:00

Same Place, Same apartment! :D
Awwwww, its just like ME going back to time (; The 2 yrs ago one! HAHA :D
Few more weeks before i visit you again, HERE I COMEEEEEEE! :D

NATIONAL CHAMPIONSSSSSSS!
Proud of you girls! (:

I was like, what's that under my chin?!?! HAHAH! Ohhhhh , its WATER! hahaha(:
Yeah yeah, schoool is FINE :D
Still rehabbing,
AND...
I START TRAINING ALR (: (: (:
A slow and steady one! hahaha(:

2011-04-08T18:13:00.002+08:00

STOP SAYING THAT I"M INJURED! STOP SAYING THAT I SHOULD CONCENTRATE ON MY REHAB! STOP SAYING THINGS ABOUT X RAY! STOP SAYING THAT I SHOULD STOP WHEN I FEEL THE PAIN! STOP STARING AT ME AND GIVING ME THAT PITY LOOK! STOP SAYING YOU ARE NOT USED TO ME GETTING OUT OF THE TEAM! STOP ASKING I"F I'M ALRIGHT! STOP ASKING ME TO TAKE IT SLOW! STOP REMINDING ME THAT I CAN"T DO THIS AND THAT! STOP RUBBING IT INTO MY WOUND! PLEASE!!! i beg you...

2011-03-27T12:45:00.011+08:00

Getting old uh girl? :D
Just hope this works! :p

Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time!
If u are jealous, HIGH chance... U are in love :D

JEALOUS OF WHO?!?! Can i know??? (: (: (:

2011-03-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

(现在的我连听到球噼啪的声音，我的心都有那酸酸的感觉)

看住我，我好像一个白痴连走都不会哦。
为什么我忠实这么辛苦但还是让我过不到那最后一关呢？
为什么会这样?
为什么我还是发现自己趴在地上呢？
我拼了怎么久，还不是为了自己！
为什么就这样跌倒了呢？
求你告诉我你会在我身旁伸出手把我拉起来。
因为这次的痛好难让我站起来哦，我真的很怕我连起来的知识都忘了。

2011-03-18T21:52:00.005+08:00

HOME ALONE!!! AGAIN?! ):
YESSS AGAIN! ):

I'm really really really bored without ANYONE at home, everything is just tooooooo quiet!
and i have no one to talk to ): GOSH! Its killing me without talking! HAHA :D

There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world.
And it don't matter if the roads get rough, or I'm rich or poor,
She stay down with me even if i go to WAR! (yeah yeah! I just wanna sing this to her RIGHT NOW! Where are you??? ): kuai dian come back and quarrel with me la! I'm damn damn damn BORED AT HOMEEEEE eh!) HAHA (:

Holiday?! Wow, what a holiday! hahaha(:
Sunday I'm checking in already la!
Argh, so FASTTTTTT! HAHA :D

and u know what?
NATIONALS will be next week! (:
Isn't FASTER?! HAHA! :D

FIRST GAME IS NAN HUA !!!
YAY, BOBBY's TEAM! HAHA!

2011-03-16T01:12:00.006+08:00

Plsssss bring me to a place that doesn't need trainings and studies!
我快要沉不住了！
I'm sure we can get away to a better place because even if we do sth VERY wrong, no one will know us (:

I'm dying to get myself out from the STRESS HOLE!
hmmmm...
or should i just fly to JAPAN and drown myself? (: HAHA!
Argh, PERSEVERE!

2011-03-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

THIS SONG! IS THIS SONG!
GET AWAY!!!!
I HATE THE FEELING WHEN I LISTENED TO IT!
I HATE TO REMEMBER and I NEVER EVER WANT TO!

2011-03-05T10:32:00.004+08:00

Wooooo... I'm getting jubilant for this coming week because Wednesday is going to be our DAY! :D HAHA!
GO GIRLSSSSSS, LET'S SHOW THEM OUR POWERRRR! :D
''PRESS PLAY!"

OH YEAH!! OH YEAH!! (: I'm getting back my camera (: teheeeee ^^
School? Hmmmm.. okay la, busy but manageable (:
and I'm stilll trying very hard to make time for myself :D hahaha!

WAIT FOR MY GOOD NEWS (:

I'll make your waiting worthwhile (:

YOU KNOW IT DOESN'T MATTER AS LONG AS WE GOT EACH OTHER :)

2011-02-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

: I get angry over TRIVIAL MATTERS! Its not too late for you to regret now!

: I have no regrets!

: But i get angry over trivial matters!

: I'll keep quiet and wait for you to finish throwing your tantrum.

: I'll run away too!

: I promise i will stay here and wait for u~

AWWWWWWWWWW! Guardian angel (: HAHA!
I WANT MINEEEE TOOOO! Where is ittttttt???

2011-02-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

你那么爱她，为什么不把她留下？
为什么不说心里话？
你深爱她，这是每个人都知道啊！
你那么爱她，为什么不把她留下？
是不是你有深爱的两个她？

Why can't chinese be like this?
SHORT AND SWEET! (:
No need to have all the ''chim'' words, 成语 and 俗语! HAHA(:

2011-02-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

Can't blame you for thinking that you never really knew me at all,

I tried to deny you but nothing never make me feel so wrong,

I thought i was protecting you that everything i go through,

But i know that we got lost along the way,

Here i am with all my heart, i hope you understand!

I know i've let you down but i never gonna make that mistake again.

U brought me closer to who i really am...

Come take my hand, i want the world to see what you mean to me..

What you mean to me!

Awwwwww, this song is so awwwww. HAHA!

Plus the way they play the guitar in this song is so awwwww.

OKAY! I shld stop awwwwwing now. hahah :D

'' WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME'' by sterling knight is all over my head now!!! HAHA :D

Can we go back to CNIS this yr again? (:

2011-02-05T23:12:00.017+08:00

And when i was looking through all my photo albums today, i realised...
Not only our character but everything that have changed the world!
What makes you different, makes you beautiful today! :D

2008

2009

2010

2011

and the story goes on!

You got me closer to who i really am,

so come and take my hand cause i want the world to see what you mean to me (:

2011-01-29T22:15:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA! How's that? (: My teamates still agree that SPORTS SHOE is the best footwear! :D

U know why?

CAUSE WE TOO TALL! HAHA!

Too tall till every picture has to bend a little ;D hahaha!

Now, in everyone's eyes... I'm just like a NERDY NERD who knows nothing but BOOKS and finally someone like coach started scolding me infront of everyone to stop staring at notes for SOOOOO LONGGG until i can't concentrare during trng! She actually asked me to ''WAKE UP'' during drills.

SERVE ME RIGHT, I GUESS?

Being so hardworking can actually stop ur brain from functiong, so gosh!

I should stop getting so tense up and sleeeeep early! haha.

and afterall this while, 2011 is not too bad actually ;D

2011-01-23T18:29:00.007+08:00

You asked a question but the answer lies in YOU!

HAHA! :D

Its all in the pastttt! Since u've changed, everyone deserves a second chance :D But don't expect a 100 percent trust from me to u anymore yeah? Because its unlikely to be possible when u've thrown it away the first time! But oh wells, BETTER THAN NOTHING :D ( oh no, i sounded so meannnnn! But what to do? That's my character! I GIVE U MY EVERYTHING WHEN WE FIRST MET but once u betrayed it... that's it! But at least, i forgive because i see the difference from you now!) HAHA! But whatever, its over now! JUST SMILEEEEEE! hahaha :D

AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK IN JUNE! A beautiful place where it contains all our memories! I know it wont be as fun as what i had in 2009 again because ppl that i had fun with will not be there anymore but at least it will allow me to walk back to the past and feel all the AWESOME MEMORIES again:D and just a single trip like this will make my heart SMILE! :D awwwww!

STARTED OFFFFF WITH A SCORE 59:4!

Wooooooo! We are all on FIRE! (:

2011-01-16T00:01:00.005+08:00

Sometimes life moves so fast that you instantly react to everything. If i can learn to '' just push pause,'' to get control and think about how to respond... Maybe things will be better!

Now that i know, i think its the best way to keep quiet when u all quarrel because all the negative replies from you seemed to make me think NEGATIVE TOO!

And because i'm so tired, i need to take a BREAK soon! (: haha~

I WANNA GO TO.... Ah ya, any place also can!

As long as its quiet and a place that allow me to enjoy everything around me :D

Those new netball courts make me wanna TRAIN MORE! :D

hahaha...

eh eh eh, maybe it applies to other ppl too :p

BET U ARE ONE OF THEM :D

hahaha!

THINK AHEAD (:

2011-01-08T00:14:00.010+08:00

And At That Moment, I Felt A Sense Of Accomplishment (;

Something that have led people SMILE (:

Something that ppl watched and said : '' LOVE YOU YUAN MIN!"

Awwww, just four words.. and that's all i need.

1 week of burning midnight oil, is WORTH IT!

HARDWORK is always the key to it. Its not easy to handle such BIG group, give me some time and i'll make the BEST OUT OF IT (:

08-41

I wanna go back to SINGAPORE! I don't want to be in the world of KOREANS!

HAHA!

Fly to seoul? NO WAY! Okay, maybe i will for their kimchi ramen (;

hahaha....

If u ask me to fly to seoul for don't know what 12pm, 2pm(ehhhh, i prefer 11.11 pm lei. The number nicer:D) then its a NO NO~ haha (:

Hmmmm.. Maybe i shld just keep their phones and i pods away! HAHA :D

Other than that, ppl in 08-41 are AWESOME! (awesome right? what to do? i'm inside!)

HAHA (:

人总是说我百分之100信任你。

但为什么大多数还是有那百分之0.01的怀疑呢？

为什么就不能有那完完全全的信任？

Just one wish for SCHOOL nxt week!

'' I hope... i don't have to queue for 20 mins just to have my LUNCH!'' (;

I don't wanna go back to class with an empty stomach! I wont be able to concentrate u know, HAHA!

2011-01-02T23:18:00.006+08:00

Maybe i shoud attend a cooking class yeah? (:

Like seriously... HAHA!

I was just helping to slice a potato that day and ended up SLICING MY FINGERS!

HAHA (:

Can u imagine if i start cooking?....

STOP~! Don't think alr, negative negative! HAHA.

2 months, and that's it!

Its coming to an end, SCHOOOOOL IS STARTING~

I know i can't ask for perfect DAYS everyday but i really hope everything goes well (:

2011 HERE I COME! (:

Yuan Min, u know what you want (:

Believe in it and STRIVE FOR IT :D

Is the eyes that kill you, not the GUN (:

2010-12-25T23:46:00.006+08:00

Don't look at me like this (:

I've been a VERY good girl ;)

I can't promise that this coming year, i can control my temper when i'm stress ;

I can't promise that this coming year, i will sleep early when exams are coming ;

Also, i can't promise that this coming year, i can be the person u always expected!

But.... i can promise that, i'll be a better person everyday and a someone that will always be there till the end of time! (:

TRUST ME, I WILL!

AND I promise i'll give my BEST SHOT to keep the team spirit UP!

because its gonna be our LAST YEAR together,

I don't want much... I just want to end it SWEET.

2010-12-16T14:24:00.012+08:00

And finally A BREAK!!! (: HAHA!

After weekssss of training, now its the time to STOP! haha(:

Left 2 more weeks before school actually starts again, oh wellss...

BETTER THAN NOTHING :D

OH NO! Just left 2 more weeks to prepare everything.

Prepare what? BLEHHHHH, DON'T WANT TO TELL U :p

Its meant to be a surprise! haha(:

U will know it soon blog! :D

I just can't stop thinking about you,

Everytime when i'm out, i'll try looking for you,

And When i found you, u make me smile.

U always make me TURN AROUND to see u one more time!

And when i hug u....

I will feel like i'm in heaven!

If u really exist, i don't mind going diving to find u in the underwater world :D

Cause I think i'm in LOVE with u!

PROUD OF ME?! (:

I ran under a heavy rain today :D

HAHA!

2010-12-13T18:17:00.006+08:00

Watching so many drama series is not too bad actually (:

Other then killing the time for me, the show that i'm watching now taught me quite a number of things (;

Its pretty good though:D HAHA!

I dunno.. From this show, it shows me that LOVE is really strong.

So strong that even the strongest guy in the world can't even handle it!

Its like don't care whether u are in the same gender or whatever, LOVE means LOVE!

Once u are in love, u don't care whether you are a lesbian or a gay.

U just wanna get the person u fell deeply in love with.
So badly that u don't even care what other ppl are actually thinking about you.
Because that person is just drowning u very badly.

As wat a singer once said: '' Everyone is beautiful in a way, whether u are FAT, A LESBIAN, A GAY, BONY or UGLY.... U are still a human afterall! Although ppl will say something bad about you but after for awhile, they will actually accept the way you are. '' :D

So even if you are a lesbian, be happy with it because as what bruno mars always say: '' Cause u are amazing just the way you are!'' (:

For me, i feel that after so many shows i've watched, i think that a person shouldn't give up so easily because u never know that the person that has the same gender u fell in love with, can actually give u happiness (:

Oh wells, that's what i think after watching so many shows.

But i'm not sure bout the others. How bout you?

Do u feel exactly what i feel? (:

If YES, at least nod your head! 0_<

2010-12-12T23:19:00.008+08:00

Maybe we are just too busy to be there for each other at every step we took to get to our own world!

Because i just realised, we didn't take a single photo when we were away from the BIG CITY! (;
Do u always realise that time is always passing so fast when we are together?
Things always pass so smoothly everytime u are beside me.
Even the oxygen that i breathe in makes me SMILE.
Or i can say, i forget everything that is not related about what we are doing.
Like really forget (:
Awwwwww, very sweet right? (:
Don't blame me(:
Blame my blood type! Who ask me to be B+!
对不对？:D

Now, do i give u the URGE to blog? (: HAHA!

U should, hahah!(:
NOW.... GO! :D

STOP IT LIANA!
U are freaking making me WORRY ABOUT U!
PLEASE...
Plssss STOP!

2010-12-09T16:35:00.009+08:00

RUN IF YOU CAN, WALK IF U MUST, CRAWL IF U SHOULD, BUT JUST DON'T GIVE UP!~

TEAM EXCELLENCE;
I'm already missing everything!

I have to say that this camp changed everyone's HEART!
The timing may be tight or short but its AWESOME!

It taught me a lot of things.

Now that i understand how fotunate we are, we should really appreciate everything we have in life! Kids now, really don't understand how lucky they are. They keep complaining why they don't have the newest i phone 4. We should actually send them out of singapore to see what exactly is happening outside the world. If not, they will never understand.

2010-12-05T13:59:00.009+08:00

Maybe because we are the pros in bench official now(:

tat's why she has nothing to say but to sit down there quietly ;D

HAHA!

Rude-ness kill yourself!

But whatever, its over now (;

I have 10000 plus rupia with me now!

HAHA~!

10 000! Crazy, number so BIG!

HAHA!

Although its only one year but we never regretted u coming into our life (:

I'm sure this one year will be a memorable one for u!

Now that we are all going to the separate road, don't forget to visit my road (:

2010-11-28T16:57:00.011+08:00

Everytime when i turn on my laptop, i always end up on facebook ;)

hahahaha!

That is the reason why my blog is so DEAD!! :D HAHA!

Sometimes i find LIFE is so miserable! (;

When u are schooling, u miss socialising!

When u are having holiday, U MISS SCHOOL!!!
Haha!

Oh no, we are so troublesome! :D Teheeeeee....

I'M SITTING ON THE BENCH 2 morrow!~! hahaha(;

i hope i remember everything u know...

Its so hard to not make mistake for this kind of thing.

Wat NONSENSE! If u make 3 mistakes for bench officials, u have to re-do EVERYTHING!

I WILL TRY TO BE PERFECT!~! hahaha(:

OH YAH! and PENANG is totally a GOOD PLACE for u to GROW FAT :D

15 years!!! and i still WANNA BE ONE! (:

MADAM WONG!

Yes?

HAHAHHA! (:

SOON!~! SOON!~! SOON!~! :D

2010-11-16T16:37:00.013+08:00

I know its wrong to feel this way but have CATWOMEN actually cares about us?

Does she actually know what we all need from her?

All i see is always jealousy from us...

Jealous about how well the other students were well treated.

Have she actually loves us?

Or...

Does she actually knows that all we need is LOVE from her?

When its our birthday, u didn't wish us!

Its alright, i don't blame u!

But its been 3 yrs, u can even call our names wrongly!

I'm speechless...

Sometimes i wonder, wat's our position in ur life!

A stray cat that u always walk passed without knowing?

or a cat that u pampered very much?

I can say that NO ONE ACTUALLY CROSS UR MIND!

2010-11-14T21:03:00.009+08:00

2 morrow will be the day that our results will be out.

Whose staying? Whose leaving? Whose retaining?

I totally have no idea..

Although we will definetly be separated!

Please keep in touch....

Especially you.. SHELBY!!!

Arggghhhhhh, u idiot! U are playing with our feelings!

ONE YEAR! That's it?

U better come back whenever when u have the chance! (:

I'll miss u so badly!

We tried very hard not to miss you!

We tried very hard not to tear!

We tried very hard not to blame you!

Miss shafiah, u are really leaving all ur creatures behind?

How can you just leave like this?

I understand that u need a break!

But its been 3 yrs cher!!

Why not u come back after ur holiday? :D

Its still break right?! HAHA!

U don't know how much we will miss you...

But as what u said: '' Life still carries on with a smile!'' :D

So U better come back when u are FREE cher! (:

People come and goes everyday!

Keep on searching for those who will stay in ur life,

DO NOT GIVE UP!

because everyone is destined with a person by their side.

Who knows the person that will be in ur life forever is just right infront of u (:

2010-11-04T13:46:00.018+08:00

Exams are OVER!!! (:

No more Classes,

No more SST!

It was pretty much okay(: I totally screwed up my math!

Pass or Fail? I have no idea!

But, get the point?!

WE ARE ALL DONE WITH EXAMS! HAHAHA!

Now we have all come to end of the sec 3 life and

i'm really gonna miss it!

Time flies pass faster than i am,

Slowly, ppl around us are graduating

They are all leaving!

I dunno.....

It seems like yst we just came in to this school as a sec 1!

Now, we are all going to be sec 4!

Don't u think its so fast? (:

How innocent can we be?! (: HAHA! Look at how kiddy we looked when were sec 1?! (: HAHA!

Bones then become bigger, muscles then become stronger in sec 2 (:

After all these while, WE HAVE ALL GROWN UP!

Face changes,character changes too!

Now, sec 3 is ending!~! 2011 HERE I COME! (:

Before i say anything, show u sth!

SEE THAT?! If the comments u say will makes u feel better! Then go ahead!

Because no matter how ugly u said it, things still wont change!

Go ahead and say me, GO AHEAD!

I know u are jealous of us!
So seriously... ur comments are totally unnecessary!

You don't know how hard to ignore u!

Now i know what kind of person u are, STAY AWAY FROM ME!

YET!

U act like nothing happened!

U best!!

WAIT! I don't think ur wound is DEEP enough!

Come, here's the SALT u idiot!

U wanna see one more?! (:

or u wanna see the whole album i have with me?! (:

U CHOOSE! :D

We are always there for each other when one's need it!

So if u are trying to break us apart?!

SAVE IT GIRL!

Don't waste ur stupid energy on this!

Because its UNBREAKABLE U FOOL!

不是每个人我爱得起的。

少来了！

2010-10-29T22:59:00.006+08:00

YESYESYESYESYES! Four more papers to go! (:

ALL THE WAY! hahaha(:

YAY!~! English, Chinese, Social studies and Chem are down (:

Left PHYSICS, MATH, PHYSICAL EDUCATION THEORY and HISTORY to go! :D

I'm so scared for math, its so scary! hahaha(:

Its so irritating that u are trying to focus all ur time on studies and u have training -.-

I dun understand why can't the netballers have a week break or whatever! Forget it, i'm finishing all my papers anw. But whatever, I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH! hahah(:

Don't u think is so SHUAI?! hahaha 0_<

2010-10-23T16:46:00.007+08:00

IDIOT!

This is how u get defeated by ur injury?!

Yuan min, u are supposed to be the one who support and be there whenever a person need u and not u need someone!

Come on, u have to be independent.. rmb? (:

Always remember that nothing is impossible..

Believe that ur pain will slowly go away by itself!

So stop getting depressed because of this kind of shitt!

and learn to go against it (:

U two were like angels to me yst (;

A stubborn person like me actually listened to u all!

Thxs for such powerful words :D

Now i've become stronger, do me proud alright? (;

Remember to shine on court ah! HAHA(:

Shhhhhhhh, i know its shocking to see me break down and cry but oi, everyone learns to cry k?! hahaha(: SAD SHOW not counted lah! hahaha(:

and chen, now u understand being injured is not a good thing!!!

Uh oh! Wednesday is my first paper already!

Nervous Nervous!

Scared that i can't rmb all my 成语 for 作文！hahaha.

Hope i dun screw up chinese paper 2.

Ahhhhhhhh, hate u indonesian!

Go away haze! Shoooooooo...

My left eye gets swollen because of u!

Aiyo....

awwwwwwww, mummy knows i'm not feeling well so she hug me to wake up today <3

2010-10-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm very tired, very very tired of life.

Why can't i be like the others?
我根本都做不到！谁在玩我啊?! 你觉得好玩吗?!
No matter how hard i tried, i always end up failing.
No matter how hard i endure the pain, the pain will become stronger.

Sometimes i feel like i'm useless.
a failure that tries everything but fail.

Don't u think you made a fool of me!!!

and when i reached home today...
I started quarelling!
Not even in yet, i started raising my voice!
I'm already so tired after school and trng today !

and when i tell u i'm not feeling well
another person started scolding me for not saying it earlier!

Forget it , i dun wanna face the fact anymore.
Let it be....

2010-10-21T22:48:00.005+08:00

Hey Mum! I'm not sure if its a good news or a bad news to you but i just wanna say... This time round, i'm serious about where i wanna go and what i wanna be! Even if u try to stop me, i'm still going to go for it! Because this is my future! and i'm very concern of it. All along, i always want to be a policewomen... but u dun let me to because u think is dangerous. Because of this, i changed my dream! Changed to accountant? WAIT! This is just bullshit, i want more action to it! Being an accountant is not as fun as a policewomen! Plus, i hate it when job that makes me sit for HOURS!
I always want ppl to call me '' MDM'' hahaha! :D that's if my rank is that high! but i'll definetly work for it! :) Don't u think being a C.I.D is so cool?

Mum, believe that i can k? Because i really wanna be a policewomen so badly!
I know my friends will be damn shock when they read this because all along they think that i wanna be an accountant. But, i've been hiding it! ''It'' refers to me wanting to be a policewomen! :D
AND YES! I dun care if i die when chasing after bad ppl! Because at least i know i've at least helped the ppl to solve their misery (:

So i dun care whether i'll be in canada or singapore!
I am so going to a POLICE ACADEMY! :D
TEEEEEHEEEEE~

Now i finally have the guts to say out loud so please don't stop me anymore!

2010-10-15T17:31:00.005+08:00

HEY! Guess who's back? (:

HOMEHOMEHOME!

好累！

Give me a min!

Mind me k? ;

I shouldn't have walked away, i would have stay if you could have made everything okay! When we are free, u have nothing for us! When we are freaking busy, you've so MUCH DAMN thing for us! LOOK at the sec 1s, they are all slacking and staring at us! How pathetic?! STOP LOOKING at us, we are all preparing for exams! SOP PUSHING EVERYTHING TO US! Stop looking at us like this... Hey, we are all trying to score well here. So don't u think, u guys shld just shut ur mouth and give us the time to study?! ARGHHHHHHH, don't u think sometimes you guys are putting too much pressure on us?! Its very unfair u know... YES! STRESS! We are all damn stress up here, so stop your NONSENSE! You made it so perfect when its not meant to be!

HUUUUUUU, thxs (:

feel so much better now...

Why am i always so stress up when tests/exams are coming?

School have been very tiring for me.

The feeling made you think that you don't wanna cary on anymore because u are so tired until u dun have the energy to.

I hate it whenever i dun get a thing whatever the teacher is talking about and the bell rings -.-

Irritated!

1 more week before my first paper!

Oh no....

I DUN CARE! I can't wait for exams to finish.

After exams, i'm gonna enjoy and party until THERE'S NO 2 MORROW!
Let my stress go off first and then come back up again for a new yr (:
I can't wait!

Netball? What netball?
I have totally no mood to go for training nowadays.
I'm already so tired and i still have trng..
I can't even train well nowadays, keep throwing the balls away!
and coach still can say IYSC trails are coming?
Oh no, how am i suppose to trail like that?
Dun care alr, even if i don't do well, the most i do bench!
I need a break!

K stop! toooooo much complains! hahahhahahaha.
As miss shafiah always say : '' No matter how hard you suffer, LIFE STILL GOES ON! '' (:

Its not wrong with going down but its staying down that is wrong! :D

2010-10-09T13:13:00.008+08:00

U shld know that u can do it! (:
Loooook, u have to be this straightforward! Nothing to be scared about girl :D
YES! sacarstic, u have to be sacarstic! hahaha :D
who cares seriously! Its like ppl always say don't care bout other ppl's mouth because we can't control it.
So whatever u say, they can't control it either (:
Fight?! HAHA! Just give them a TIGHT SLAP(u are gd at it) when they want to have fight (:
VULGAR? Oh thxs (: i keep those vulagrities, u know why? (: bad thing always come out good ^^
U got to learn how to drive them crazy (: They have nothing they can do about it! 怕什么！最多以后你不要跟他们一起走。跟我走就对了 0_<

I just realised I hardly have any pictures at sentosa yst! HAHAH (;
maybe because i spent more time in the water than land!
Yes yes, i actually dun wanna get into the sea but....
What to do if u were dragged in? hahahaha!

DAD was damn mean la!!!!
say i looked like charcoal!
EH eh eh, sentosa lei! U dunno how hot was it la..
but its okay, i said :''' AND U ARE THE FATHER! '' hahahaha (:

2010-10-06T16:55:00.007+08:00

How's beep test?!

DON'T ASK! hahahaha (;

We started as friends,

But something happened inside me,

Now i'm reading into everything,

You don't ever notice me turning on my charm,

Or wonder why i'm always where you are,

I've made it so obvious,

Done everything but sing it,

(i've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)

I am not so good with words,

And since u never notice,

The way that we belong,

I'll say it in this love song,

I've heard u talk about,

How you want someone just like me,

Everytime i ask you out,

We never move past friendly,

And you don't ever notice how i stare when we are alone,

Or wonder why i keep you on the phone,

You are my very first thought in the morning,

and my last at nightfall,

You are the love that came without warning,

I need you, i want you to know,

I've made it obvious,

so finally that i've said it....

(crushed on you so long so long)

and since u never seem to see, i'll sing this in a love song!

I understand elle (:

Everything that i typed above happens to anyone,

Especially friends that are so close because they always ended up in this situation :D
I'll definetly support u girl!

GO FOR IT (:

don't let this chance slip through u! (:

hahaha!

and those who are like elle,

U've to listen to this song, obvious by westlife (:

and after listening to it?

U have to read the comments ppl wrote!

and u will get what i mean... HAHA!

2010-10-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yuan Min, somehow u have to sacrifice ur time for netball!
This is what u have to do in order to strive for ur goals!

Yuan min, somehow u have to sacrifice some of ur time from ur sport on ur studies!
This is what u have to do in order to score well!

NOW.... Which one????

Right or left?
Can i say center?

2010-10-04T17:15:00.008+08:00

Give me half a chance, i'll make u understand ;)
and i'll be the one you can't believe (:

First day of ''school'' wasn't that bad! :D

Had interval training in the morning,
Breakfast with mdm lee!
Lunch with the pe students (:

Well, i guess i shld stop being so blur! =)
Even miss shafiah is making fun of me now, arghhhhhhh! (: hahaha.
i mean like, who don't look blur after he/she wakes up? HAHHA!
History lesson was good, spent most of the time talking about trng, life and FITNESS TEST!! Speaking about fitness test!!! Seriously coach, i have no idea its 2 morrow u know. Plus, all of us were so shocked when u said we gonna have it 2 morrow. I'll probaby die seriously, uh oh! hahaha! (:

PERSEVERE!
I know i'm not alone (:
Everyone is suffering too! Few more months to go! (:

As i said... their mouth is their mouth!
U can't control it either.... The more u argue, the more they will go against u!
So i think u shld just stop wasting ur time on loser ppl like them. Instead, spend more time on better things with better ppl! (;

2010-10-01T22:19:00.005+08:00

Hey~ Listen....

I got to say what's on my mind,

Something about here just doesn't seem right these days,

Life keeps getting in this way,

Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged,

Its so hard to say but i gotta do what's best for me,

You all will be okay,

I've to move on and be who i am,

I just don't belong here,

I hope u all understand!

We might find a place in the world someday,

But at least for now,

I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY~ i'm sorry....

I have been very tired and stress these days.

I've definetly talk lesser now.

I have been staying up late everyday to STUDY!

Sometimes i just wanna swim down to the underwater and stay like a SPONGEBOB!

They probably wont have any stress down there.

But of course its impossible.....

I always thought that academic will probably be the most important now,

But they are just BULLSHIT, i still have to go back for morning trng everyday!

Endurance training somemore!

What's the point of giving us a break when i have to come back to school for classes everyday?!

Why can't we just have school instead of the one week holiday?!

You keep thinking that i'm quiet now,

What am i supposed to do?!

People are all fading away from me because of STUDIES!

Even i feel like a lost soul!

2010-09-25T22:25:00.009+08:00

爱一个人不是一定要去争取的。其实最重要的是要让她开心而给所有她想要的！-- 老爸! :D

This sentence just got me thinking and thinking! hahaha (:

Seriously yuan min, i think u should stop eating like this!

I mean like, stop eating SO FAST! hahaha (:

or else u just gonna get another gastric if u are doing it again!

and i never know, gastric can be that pain! ;(

so u shld start to learn how to EAT SLOWLY now, hahaha (:

You don't know how depressed we were when u claimed that everything is wrong, mr seah!

U made me think that: '' All my hardwork comes out un-done!"'

Yes, maybe i have the chance....

But how bout my classmates?!

Yes, they may be retarded but when comes to work... They are all very FOCUS!

Can't u just close one eye and give us a way out?

3 more weeks to end year!

Oh no....

Its quite amazing that i'm getting the hang of math now!

hahahha (:

Yes, practice actually makes it perfect! :D

We are getting to the month where speed and endurance trng takes place!

The month when everyone sufers ! hahaha (:

Now that i found out my back doesn't hurt anymore, i realised its a bit too late!

Look at this photograph, everytime will just makes me laugh =)

2010-09-19T11:08:00.005+08:00

So beautiful that makes me cry!

- Something i've lost touch of it, u found it back for me.

I hate it when i tend to leave math class with a BIG QUESTION MARK on my head!

why is it so hard for me to understand everything about math?

Is it because of me or the teacher?

但你就不能这么轻易的放弃！加油黄媛敏 :D

MUG!~ MUG~! MUG!~ (:

end year is coming, and its very important for me to know where i'm going after my end yr.

Don't ever regret on ur decision, instead, GO for it (:

人总是失去了一样珍贵的东西，才懂得珍惜。

原来，事情藏在里面。。。没有把它说出来，是怎么困难的。

好想把全部都吐出来！！！

2010-09-09T23:16:00.006+08:00

I mean like why can't you just think positively?!

Ah bev ah, 我不是有意在这么多人面前骂你的！你清醒一点好不好，你为什么变成怎么没有自信！你知不知道。。。你每天都讲你不可以，你不可以的！你不是教过我要对自己有信心吗？

你为什么变成这样？！我很讨厌看到你这样！对，我就是因为，刚才训练的时候。。。你又讲你不可以，令我很生气！！！！我就是因为太生气了，所以才推了你还骂了你一顿！哭，哭，哭！这样就能解决问题吗？！大声骂我也好，推回我也可以。。。我就是要你站起来，勇敢的面对她！所以，我不是有意要怎么大声骂你的！如果你被吓到了，对不起！可是，这样。。。你才能勇敢站起来啊！

School was fine, slowly... getting used to the change and everything again (;

Kind of get mixed up with all the days this week... HAHA!

almost packed friday stuffs for thurs's periods.! ooooops, hahaha(:

Nat: YM!

Ym: HUH? (*turn*)

Nat: NAH!

...........

AHHHHHHHHH! ITS A SPONGEBOB HANKERCHEIF!!! =) hahahaha...

Been playing touch rugby, its pretty cool though! (:

hahahaa..

BIG IMPROVEMENT FROM ALL US OF US!

Don't u think we will have a good fight against the RP ppl nxt week? 0_<

2010-09-04T17:33:00.011+08:00

Back to school,
Back to the craziness in room (:

Will u go crazy when u see sth that u always wanted so badly suddenly appears infront of u after u finished bathing?! (:

Haha!

I will, will u? :D

Sch was fine this week (;

Getting busy is totally different now!

Have to rush here and there....

Sometimes, can be really enjoyable but sometimes can be really tiring! (:

This yr's teacher's day celebration is so BORING!

Almost fell asleep to it, hahahaha(:

and this weeek, we were all hurting everywhere!

I mean.. the sch shld build a massaging centre for ppl like us in school right? Don't u think so? hahahahaha;

Basically,

1st week of school kind of kills me, hahaha..

but when u are at home,its different :D

2010-08-27T22:47:00.009+08:00

YUAN MIN! How was swimming with nat?

OH! swimming was definetly great at her house (:

HUH?!?!

HAHAHAHAHA！

如果我说，看今年在我生日当天谁能打动我的心。我已经不用想了！为什么呢?
因为，我已经被你感动到了，许诗意！！！

爸爸你说的对，人在最开心的时候。。。是看到有人为了你这么用心！
真的！因为，刚才。。。我是有这种感觉！就好像是，你看到了一个人为你付出了这么多。

诗意，我不是因为你的powerpoint而哭。我是因为我看到你的用心和努力了！开心到暴好不好！
我还记得。。。以前，我一直被你骂或者就是被你ignore而就这样走开。丢下我一个人不管。每天都是我去追你！讨厌啦，很累eh! 哈哈哈！

哇！你变了，你变了一个最有自信的人了。变得一个不在乎人家的感受而开开心心的过生活！
这样不好吗？（：我好想知道是谁把你变成这样噢！跟我讲好不好？(:

我也因为哭，是因为我看到你的诚心诚意！
诚心城意的礼物大动了我咯，诗意！！！！

This is the story of LOVE, let's make it last forever!
You hold the words that mean so much, let's make a vow together!
I'll never let this STOP! =)

永远买不到的礼物～

2010-08-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

Plsssss, take it as i'm begging u alright?

All i want is to have a STRONG BACK now!

I can't wait for any longer, its taking too long.

Just too long....

Still having trngs here and there =)

Slowly getting the hang of it alr!

And soon,

WE ARE GOING BACK SCHOOOL! :D

Kind of miss studying ): but oh wells, soon soon! hahahahah ;

Doesn't mean you are older than me means u can talk to me like this k?! This is how u treat a person that is younger than u all along?! COME on man! Do u even know what's the meaning of respect?! Shall i be nice to teach you what is the meaning of RESPECT?! Don't be a fool, even a toddler knows what it means. If u continue to be like this, i wont show any of my respect to u too!! LASTLY! Don't u dare to insult my friend again, cause if u insult my friend... means u are insulting me! If u remain to be so rude, trust me, i'll show u what is the REAL RUDE-NESS from me. So stop whatever is disgusting plssssss!

2010-08-17T02:03:00.001+08:00

我已经变了，但也来不及了...

2010-08-16T20:30:00.004+08:00

ONE WORD! -------CRAZY!~!~!~!

wah, today's trng was very intense....

Had circuit today, normally 3 sets for us is normal,

BUT!

after 1 set today, everyone literally bent down and was preparing to *faint*! hahahaha :D

and the only person that was standing up straight was just....

COACH! hahaha.

Oh NO! WHERE'S THE STAMINA?!

HAHAHA!

YESYES, i'm the mummy's girl 0_<

HAHA!, oooops sorry~

2010-08-16T00:17:00.006+08:00

Its time for my heart to beat again =)

I'm just wondering why isn't netball in YOG?!

arghhhhhhhh, how irritating!

Its so boring without watching any of your sport in the TV lo!

plusss, netball is quite famous wat right?

HAHA!

WOHOOOOO, TRNG TRNG TRNG TRNG!

yesyesyes,

HERE I COME :D

知道了，总有一天我会给你个答案的。

2010-08-12T13:28:00.007+08:00

HUHLO!! :D hahahaha,

Although, its kind of

wierd playing captain's ball with rugby ball yst but yeah,

hahaha :D oh well, we ENJOYED it under the heavy rain anyway. JUST THAT we are

SOAKING WET, u know!~ hehe.

OMG, seriously, shelby! U are a joke la.. hahahaha :D

选我！选我！选我！

hahahaha, laugh until i almost tear!~!!~!

Choose 1-10, tell me how much u miss school?!

WAH! i'll say ELEVEN!

sometimes, i find that life is so much better when u are surround by books, papers and balls. :D

don't u agree?

OH OH, don't u think we look alike?

OMG! are we brother and sister?! NO WONDER i smell like u lah!

hahahaha!

I just can't wait for trng eh,its been so long since i last touched the NETBALL BALL and wearing the ''WD'' bib =)

My turn to log into the e-learn and complains bout it,

hahaha. 0_<

BEST roomie on EARTH!

2010-08-03T17:41:00.008+08:00

Mum: Min! Follow me to the nearby park for a run =)
Ym: HUH?! now?

Mum: Yesyes, its a good weather to run now ;D

Ym: (check my phone) OMG!!!!!! MUMMY AH! Its only 7am lei!!! I WANNA SLEEEP!

Mum: Huh?! 7am early meh? thought u normally wake up 6.30 for trng one?

Ym: BUT I HAVE NO SCHOOL TODAY! ahhhhhhhhhh... (cover myself with the blanket) 太早了啦！！！！！

Mum: okay lo... lazypork!

Mummy!!! You are a joke plssssss.... hahaha :D

if this is a way to wake me up, you failed!~ hehehe =)

How hardworking? :D i went for a run today, not 7am ah! :D but 10.30 =)

aiyo, 10.30 is still very early lah ): hahahaha!

ran with my ankle weights on! =) Kill me! Damn hard to run with ankle weights on, hahaha :D

ELLE NG! U are the best ROOMIE i ever had :D u dunno how much i LOVE u man =)

Thanks for the PERFUME that costs u 30 bucks!

awwwwwww..... i love ur early birthday present =0

PERFUME PERFUME!~!~! =) hehehe..

Brought my guitar for REPAIR!~!

Is 16 bucks too expensive? ):

DAMN! how can i be so blur,

Ah ya, nvm lah! Dun regret!!! No time to regret, hahaha :D

eh eh eh eh, stupid shop, make sure u dun whack my guitar k??!!!!

hahaha...
Oh no, just hope i can get my guitar back on time....

arghhhhhhhhhh..... =)

2010-07-31T22:38:00.006+08:00

Now the season is coming to an end, just wanna say.... THXS guys for giving me this chance to know u all :D Seriously, i've never regret at all. Its so fun when we gather together and talked CRAP! :D will really miss it. Although we wont be seeing each other so often now, but i'll be waiting for the day when our manager just text us and say: '' TIME FOR CHALET for the 17s'' :D wohooooooo!~ I'm waiting!!!! 0_<

* This is how it ends slowly,

OMG! i'm burnt because of pesta! hahahah :D I'm under the shade all along, why is it so obvious?AMAZING! *blushing!* =)

AFTER PESTA WAS????......

The feeling was just great playing u =)
It's been so long since i last touched u!

Camping in Nat's room playing the electric guitar and guitar(classical) was just awesome!

Its how hilarious when we both played the same song but different keys! hahaha :D

and guess wat? Its still sounded nice! :D

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! That girl spent so long tuning her guitar and when she started to play for awhile, the guitar's string Snapped! ._.

hahaha, waste her time only.

OH YES OH YES! I finally get the chace to enter LRT!

omg, elle! No matter wat, u have to take it!

Its like, u are in a roller coaster =)

so cooooooooooool! x_x

yesyes, i have no life.

`I'll be so far away if i go'

Making decisions actually sucks u know :D

hahahaha!

2010-07-30T22:46:00.006+08:00

HOLI> HOLI> HOLIDAY!!!!

i've been waiting all along :D

AND ITS HERE!!!!

Oh yes, finally get to rest for A MONTH after all the hard work :0

what hardwork?

Travelling is the hard work! HAHAHA :p

CNIS was not that bad afterall...

I dun mind studying in this sch again actually :D

hahaha...

Its how hilarious when we get to study in OUR OWN CLASS :)

we get to BlAST MUSIC LOUD LOUD!

get to lock our teacher outside the class and see them suffer :D

and also,

snacking in class :)

YES, TWO weeks just past like this~

2010-07-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT?!

I know! I know! I know!
Stop pushing everything to me, I HATE IT!
can u just give me some time to think about it?
i'm getting too stressed up cause of u!!!!

不要再问，不用再说！我不想要听~
我懂了！
在给我多一点时间好不好？！
我已经长大了，让我做这决定好吗？

我快要沉不住了，快要爆掉了！！！

有人在吗？好许望有人可以现在给我一个紧紧的拥抱！然我知道我还有你。
因为，我现在整个人好累哦。

真的好累。心理特别的混乱~

2010-07-24T16:47:00.006+08:00

Slowly getting used to a life of a secondary student.

Schooling in this temporary school is actually not that bad =)

Love it when 3A and B are just beside each other... and we can just enter to each other class anytime when we are having a break. hahaha :D

Its actually quite fun studying in a school that is small o_<

How great to have a roomie that live in the same estate as u. (:

When u are just too weak to go home urself, someone sent u home!

awwwwwwwww, thxs elle and aunty =)

Sneezing kills me actually!

Especially when u are trying to sleep so badly.

Lesson learnt ppl!

*Listen to the teachers and rmb to bring ur umbrella! Don't walk under the rain when its very heavy* HAHAHA!

u will just end up having fever.

'' Stay at home'' OR '' Go to school" ???

Let's just wait for my body to decide on monday =)

2010-07-22T19:55:00.010+08:00

Its only the FOURTH DAY!
oh no, why is it so slow? hahaha :D
'' If i got the chance to, i would want to move back to SPORTS SCHOOL now!''
Its so tiring traveling everyday when comes to long journey...
and definetly irritating when u are in the SAME train/bus with the SINGAPOREANS...
why can't those aunties and uncles be more GENTLE?! omg, so annoying =.=
so typical singaporean.... HAHAHA!
they push me? I PUSH THEM BACK! =) revenging here :D

wednesday=late for trng!
thursday=even late for trng!
OMG, stop being late yuan min....
Yes, wednesday was my fault... but today i was here early lo.
stupid bus, i waited for 40 MINS!!! how long can it be man?
taking its own sweet time!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

HAHAHAHA,
i'm not surprised if fever or flu is coming along.
cause i was walking under the heavy rain without an umbrella today,
SOAKING WET!
but its okay la, been so long not having fever, I NEED A BREAK!
hahahaa :D

2010-07-16T16:04:00.006+08:00

MOVING OUT~

Pack Pack Pack! :D
CCAB and CNIS, HERE I COME! haha~
Oh yes! Just found out that i'm no longer stuck in the HELL ANYMORE =0
Can actually use this 2 weeks to catch up with my friends for dinner after school=) Then.... August holiday! WOHOOOOOOOO- nice!

Will definetly miss hostel and of course the piano in the dining hall.
but don't worry :D i'll be back VERY SOOOOOOOOOOONN~!

HEY STITCH, U ARE BACK WITH ME AGAIN! ^^
-i know ur owner has always been leaving u alone in the room (: hahah! but don't worry :D i'm not going to =) and i know that this might be the last time i'm going to have u with me again..... so, boy, i'm going to keep u safe and sound with me wherever i go until i hand u back! :D

Last week of school was of course alright for me :D
Proud of me? =) i finally got my coordination right!
and and and, tell u a secret k? shhhhhhhhhhhh hor... hahaha :D
*how cool? i taught my pianist-nat new song through piano lei!* shocked?
hahahah :D I KNOW RIGHT!
but eeeeeeeeyor, she's just too talented! HOW?! hahaha :D
stick to guitar is still the best for me :D
Oh well, at least we had the chance to whacked the piano this week :D hahaha!
I still don't think its enough~ FOREVER NOT ENOUGH!

Done with 4 papers x_x

math- It will be a miracle if pass =)
ss- Not enough time ):
chem- Got A1 for it! but, not really satisfied with my results ): too many careless mistake alr!
chinese- As usual, compre gonna pull me down!

HAHAHA :D the rest will be reserved when i'm in CNIS ;D

-promise u that i'll blog when i have the time(:

有时候我自己都觉得，这句话“最后一次" 到底是好还是不好？你说呢?

2010-07-11T22:39:00.010+08:00

If dreams were real,

I would want this to be~

I won't want to wake up when it comes to my mind again.

Cause i know, i will never get back to where we are, few months ago.

It was just great getting our memories back in my dream, 虽然我们是不可能把时间在转会去了，可是我觉得有了它成为我的梦就足够了。不是吗？

2010-07-10T00:07:00.009+08:00

1 more week before we all move to CNIS.

Although i'll be very tired travelling around but oh well, i'll feel good to be at home everyday :D HAHA~

School was alright this week, still mugging very hard for studies.

AND OMG, nxt 2 weeks will be our test week! Here it comes again, memorising so MANY THINGS!~

第一千张。。。你写给我的信！

：媛敏啊，我可以给你我的爱吗？我好想有人背我去未来哦！

哈哈哈哈哈哈！~当然可以啊:D

我有训练的好不好。我是有力的哦! 来, 爬上我的背。我会一直在你的身旁，背着你不放。:D

HAHAHAHA :D

I can be the director alr~ wohooooooooooooooo!

How cool?!

Those are my lines lei! Hehe~

2010-07-02T23:26:00.010+08:00

Don't u think 4 months are enough?! plsssssssss, i can't take it any longer~

WILDWILDWET was awesome with all the underwater PICTUREZZZZ :P
Yes, we definetly looked wierd in the water, hahaha :D probably because of our long hair twirling here and there. hehehe :D LESSON LEARNT! *DO NOT daydream when u are crossing the road!* HAHA :D u'll probably get whack by a car or sth!:D
ELLE..... my lifesaver, haha :D

我们什么都不要，有了对方。。。就满足了！

你要勇敢的去面对，因为你还有我！紧紧地跟着你走，我的肩膀和拥抱都在等着你。

因为有了你，我的笑容才慢慢的出现~

2010-06-27T13:18:00.005+08:00

先不要慌，至少你还有我！

U are wrong, school can be a HELL HOLE!

but when u had that special someone with u all day long, school can be like a HEAVEN to u!

It's hilarious how we both can be REAL RETARDED singing all day long :D

Don't care about what other ppl think, we just go all out!

I just love the fact that i can sit beside you and watch ur fingers dance on all the WHITE PATCH THING! what can i say? U ARE SO TALENTED! =) Its so hard to find any differences between us! If u leave me, i'll be all alone! and i'll definetly HATE u if u do that to me because nothing gonna change my love for u,诗意姐姐..YES! don't u dare to turn back, ITS U NAT! :D

ELIZABETH'S PARTY!!!!! :D

We only slept at 4 plus in the morning :D went to catch a movie at cineleisure =0

HAHAHA! i was shivering when we were back to the hotel room! SO COLD!~!

i was waiting for someone to hug me to give me warmth! but no one did ): they were just too interested with their BOTTLE OF....... u know :D so i went outside to the balcony alone! so lonely ): hahahaha!

2010-06-12T00:40:00.007+08:00

What is a Holiday? = its actually a time when ppl get to relax and enjoy themselves =)

How pathetic? I'm actually checking in on sunday ): and overall i only get to enjoy myself for ONE day!! eeeeeeeeeyor ): i look like i have no life right? A person that only knows how to train and train! but its okay lah... train harder means u gain more skills! hehe:D Doesn't matter anw, cause i'll have a chance in AUGUST :D (i hope...)

If u are free, go and listen to NO PROMISES by shayne ward 0_0 although its kind of old but....

i've been listening to this song, over and over and over and over and over and over again :D

i find it relaxing and SWEET! :D How i wish someone sing that for me:D awwwwwwww! HAHA! stop dreaming yuan min~ kekekeke.

早回学校也好,这样我就不用听到我讨厌听的话.

那些话之会让我发脾气.

你们想去就去吧!

我还能做些什么?

2010-06-11T01:50:00.011+08:00

Its hard to control when i start throwing temptrum, everything in my heart just go black!!! Why can't they just listen to me for once?

Do they even understand?

Why must i learn to let go?

Why can't i do things i love?

Why must they just spoil my mood?

Why can't they just make up their mind?

I hate it when i start throwing things, banging and kicking the doors and punching the wall!

Here it goes again,

C...A...N...A...D...A ?!?!

I SAY NO.... means.... NO! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! shut the fuck up! WHAT?! How do u expect me to tell them? Do u think its easy?! Alll u guys do is to rub it in and expect that i can do it! Do u guys ever understand what i want?! )':

I need someone to hold tight~

2010-06-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

FINALLLY!!!!

Oh yes, coach finally put me down for 2 quarters despite the pain :D kekeke!

eeeeeeeeyor, but i get really frustrated nowadays especially when my back is holding me BACK! arghhhhhhhhhhh... life is so suckish especially when comes to needing my physiotherapy's help and his not here... and when i dun need him, his here =.= WHAT A JOKE!

but whatever, it gave me motivation when BESTIE was here to support me!!:D wohoooooooo~ ly bestie! hahaha :D

and i'm so watching KARATE KID! it's going to be nice... hehe :D ''jaden smith'' is cute! =) but i need someone that is not GROUNDED, hahaha :D

2010-06-06T15:09:00.005+08:00

Dear bev, don't u agree that we had a great conversation tgt? =) Its good tat this conversation made ur day =) MORE TO COME!

BEV: Wong Yuan Min,single is the best right? :D

YM: Yes bev, for me, single is the best! :D cause single is like a freedom to me =) u won't feel so tied up and stuff, although sometimes u will feel very lonely but COME ON, u got ur friends to look for mah :D like me, i'm not good in relationship so its better for me not to have bf, or else i'll hurt the guy! cause u know, what will be my character like if i'm attached :D so trust me, single is the best for now :D

BEV: *THUMBS UP* i know, i know :D that's why i would rather be single now. i don't want to get hurt anymore.

YM: YES! u are right..... its not time for relationship right now! we are still young =) we will get very selfish when comes to relationship... hahah, maybe its for me, not sure bout u :D will u bev?

BEV: I don't know, aiya, i just don't want to get invole in anything that got to do with boy girl relationship. tell u sth, i was thinking about being a lesbian.but i guess i don't want to. not worth to be a lesb.

YM: Yes, getting in a relationship is just too messy, ur life will be turn upside down! lesbian? hmmmmmmm... maybe because a lot of girls suffered what u did that's why they turned to a les. That's why i said, not all lesbians are disgusting, they might have their own reasons doing it, but bev! if this makes u happy and helps u forget bout guys, u can do it! but its just in between u and me! i'll shut up :D hahahah, i mean the secret of u being one! I'M STRAIGHT BEV :D hehehe.

BEV: hahahah.. the whole facebook can see this lar. and i doubt so i can be one.. aiya, dont know, don't care. just be who i want to be... as long as i'm happy and cheerful :D yes, and i agree that not all lesbians are disgusting :D

YM: Oh ya, i forgot this is a worldwide website, hahah :D oooops! but who cares, whatever ppl said, i'll support u all the way :D because i know u will have ur own reasons doing that. how u know? we will nvr know what happened? maybe one day, i'm one lei? hahah! k, that's disgusting! that's why when ppl do things, they will have their own reasons. don't just judge the book by its cover! and seriously speaking, i have never meet lesbians hanging out tgt before.. maybe one turn to a les in to forget all the guys in her world lei? :D

BEV: That's why! hahahaha. aiya.. u sound like u wan't me to be like that.hahaha.. don't want lar! just be straight to study can alr. have relationship with the book better. books also cannot hurt u. wah, if books hurt ppl! most of the ppl will die :D hahahaha!

YM: YESYESYES! totally agreee to a large extent! That's wat i'm doing now :D i'm attached with my books and my ball! hahah, NOOOOOO RELATIONSHIP for me now! relationship is just a pain! it will just hurt u deeper, that's why i finally walked out from it :D hahaha:D YAYAY, we are single (: and i love what i am now! smile for everything and no tears dripping down unless i watch sad show :D hehehe!

BEV: I still got tears dropping... so its not over until i tears have stop dropping! hahah, balll.. sound so wrong! hahahhaa, relationship is just an ass! In fact having a guy friend who is in between close frien and bf SUCK! HAHA :D

YM: Attached to a ball sound wrong meh? hahahaha :D agree~ this is how hurtful relationship is, and u know how i once suffered badly! and i really hate it! For me, i think single is the best right now... u won't feel so tied up and stuff.. WAH! its complicating man, its like u will feel alone and lonely without a bf! but when u have a bf, u feel damn tied up and have no freedom! hahaha, but for me, i'm not like other girls that will die without guys :D hahahah!

BEV: YES YES YES! samesame :D i just need to chill and get over with that person(u know who) and start fresh! hahaha, i totally agree with u lar. but not without the bf tied up thingy. hahaha, i don't know how it feels like and i don't want to know how it feels like so i can't really comment bout anything. HAHAH :D chill babes, i shall dedicate myself to books. HAHAHAH :D

YM: Yeah, i know who :D let's not care bout guys k? must be like me =)guys are nothing to me now(: they are just a burden in my life. hahaha :D cause i'm the person that dunno how to balance, so the best is to hang out with FRIENDS :D that's the best! then when comes to studies, CONCENTRATE or when comes to sports, FOCUS! that's how my life is all about now.

BEV: hahahahha! ya! i'm trying still.. heheh :D i'm going to forget things that i'm supposed to forget and be who i want to be!

YM: YES! be who u want to be! hahhaa, i finally get what it mean when u told me to be one that time :D hahahahah *HI 5* let's be havoc and be proud on what u are now :D

BEV: YESYESYES! hahahahahaha.

It's quite funny how me and bev started this conversation! hahaha :D but its good, at least this conversation made her forgot all the JERKS that had hurt her!!!

NICE BEV :D

2010-06-04T23:18:00.004+08:00

ONE WEEK HAS GONE!!

OH NO! i'm going to break down anytime ): i'm feeling damn shag now!

monday-game

tuesday-gym

wednesday-double trngs

thursday-trng

fri-trng

OMGGGGGGGG! how tiring it can be? but its okay, jia you jia you! i'm learning more things and skills everyday :D hehehe... SO ON RIGHT?! :D

and of course i did spent a little time with my friends :D

which is lunch/ dinner? hahahahah! eh eh eh, dun look down on these k? although i dun have the time to enjoy myself, but stilllllllllll... i get to spend some time with my friends :D

but ah ya, gng back sch anw): checking in on the nxt sunday! kind of FAST!

WAIT....STILL GOT AUGUST!

AUGUST IS THEN THE MONTH for me to catch up with friends :D

2010-06-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

YESYES! Holiday is like NOW :D hahaha..
and i'm actually finding time for myself to enjoy out there.. been so busy training and stuff ):
but its OK, good that i'm 100% focusing on just my netball now :D hehe!
FUYOOOOOO, and yst game was hilarious! A game that everyone has to fall or else u will die! hahaha :D can say that, everyone slip/fall more than 3 times! OUCH! =)
The only time i've spent with my friends during hols are just dinner and lunch after trngs/games! how boring? ): hmmmmmmmmm. or shld i be like athirah, who looked through her phone contacts and just choose a person to dial and ask him/her out? HAHAHA!
and SHHHHHHHHH.. dun worry athirah, i wont tell anybody that u ran with an umbrealla OPENED, to chase after a bus with me! HAHA! THERE'S RESISTANCE FORCE, ATHIRAH!!! aiyo... how to run fast? haha :D but its okay, at least we managed to caught up with the bus=) Lucky the driver waited for us :D hahaha! or else we will miss the 2nd bus =_=

2010-05-28T19:53:00.005+08:00

Me : DAD, how old am i when i started learning swimming? 5 or 6 yrs old ah? hehehe.
DAD: 5 yrs old!
Me: Such young age? WOAH!
DAD: You know why u learnt swimming?
Me: ???
DAD: To prevent you from getting ASTHMA!
Me: ?!?!??!?! u mean i have asthma when i was young? OMG! WHEN?!?!
DAD: Yeah, when u were young, u suffered from asthma! anytime u will suddenly cough and cough and cough! so badly until u were out of breath!
Me: OMG! u serious? UNBELIEVABLE! Then why i have no any asthma sypmtoms now?
DAD: Thxs to swimming lo :D cause that time we brought u to see a doc. Then ur doc asked us to bring u for swimming lessons in order to stop u from having asthma attack!
Me: speechless~~

This conversation really got me thinking! actually if dad didn't forced me to go for swimming lesson, i wont be able to play any sports!
and of course, wont be able to enter singapore sports school.
then....
EVERYTHING WILL BE DIFFERENT!
OMG! scary much! :D didn't even know i used to have this illness till dad told me!
papa ah, u still got how many things that u've been hiding from me for yrs?!
I WANNA KNOW!

2010-05-27T12:27:00.006+08:00

AND MIDYR IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! wohooooooo~ (: (: (:

Papa came all the way down from his office to pick me up, awwwwwwww (: hahaha!

Check out from school today, 2 weeks of holiday and expect us to bring everything home! -_-

Gosh! Up and down, Up and down! Disadvantage of staying all the way up at lvl 8! aiyo (:

But its okay, there's of course more advantages than disadvantages :D

Now holidays are here, i'll still need to go for training!

I'm SPECIAL!(: i'll need to go training everyday... OH GOSH! so is that good or bad? :D

hahahaha! i'll need to go both sports school and 17s's trngs! ): one day i can have 2 trainings want lei! morning sports school, night 17s~ will be damn tired lo! but haha coach said i can skip 17's gym if i want, but will still need to go for the CCAB want! she told me i can just pop out during 17's gym and then drop by at the physio for my check up (:

It's just depends on me if i wanna go for the 17's gym :D haha! maybe if i'm tired i'll just appear for awhile then go down to physio. But if i'm OK, i'll go for GYM with them :D but stilllllll.... i'll have trng EVERY SINGLE DAY! ):

MATH PAPER KILLED ME ):

Popular shopping later~ =) follow on, to kallang for game! (:

2010-05-23T18:40:00.005+08:00

FUYOOOOO! ~ hahaha (:

spent like 5 hours studying ss and chemistry today!

TO be continued later at night in school.......IN YUANMIN'S ROOM :D

hahaha! so if anybody wanna find me, i'll be in the room (=

Darius was complaining to me that ss is a PAIN! hahaha.. Those notes that are supposed to memorise are DRIVING HIM INSANE! and he said bio is so much easier than ss! hahaha.. jia you darius! If u are willing to spend ur time doing nothing but just looking at ur notes, trust me! everything will be in your head :D He didn't believed that i can actually memorise the whole stack of notes in one day! and he wanted to change brain with me! HAHAHHA, WTH DARIUS, U ARE A JOKE (: U can do it <3

and THXS BEV (: thanks for being there for me when i need u(: cause, in this case, i think u are the only one who could understand me as u will know how i feel! thxs for the advice bevo! love u lots! and i'm sure, i'm better now :D

WOO~ check out nat's spec (:

i look so STUDIOUS wearing it! hahahaha...

2010-05-23T00:24:00.009+08:00

All I GET IS HELL!

I tried very hard to leave it but people are just directing me here and there when i'm more experience than them! People throwing temptrum at me when i dun even know what happened? People blamed me for nothing and then start scolding me!! What the FUCK?! I HAVE MY LIMIT TOO K!!!! If i want to, i can shout at you, walk away from you or even ignore you! Don't force me! Tell me she/ he knows? I DUN THINK SO! So plssssss, before i start bursting out, can?! or else i'll change to another person.

I'm getting very tired every single day that pass....

BUT PESEVERE! dad was right... life is really tiring, why?! cause the biggest challenges that we have to face is ourself and yet, not the surroundings that are going about here and there. The main problem is yourself. ):

OPEN HOUSE TODAY was OMG! hahahahah.. repeated myself dunno how many times ? hahah :Dbut yeah,everything was fine :D successfully finshed! (: and for mid yr,

2 down, 5 more papers to go!

GOSH~ brain is BURSTING LIKE SOON SOON~

i'm sure, i'm going to enjoy myself after mid yr is over :D

2010-05-15T00:28:00.013+08:00

I say i don't want to walk this earth if i gotta do it, ALONE! :D

Sometimes i just feel like cursing my back~!~!~!~!
OMG! urghhhhhhhhh ): ):

HEYYO! i'm back from school :D
i totally screwed up my 2.4 this yr! eeeeeeeeyor, U SUCK BIG TIME! sometimes i wish to SKIN MY BACK ALIVE ): hahahaha! where's the knife or chopper? cannot tahan alr!!! pain like hell lo D: nxt week, i'm going to be damn bloody bored! i can't train, i can't do anything... i'm just going to watch my team train ): but its okay, RECOVER FIRST! hahaha.. i got kim with me anyway(:

Queenstown with roomie on the friday :D FINALLY ELLE! the thing that we've been waiting for is here ~ hahaha.. ITS DAMN NICE! i'm so jealous ): that person that is going to recieve it, is so giving me a hug :D i waited for it for 30 mins alone ): as elle has to chao first! hahaha.. nxt week nxt week =)

''IDOIT, STUPID AND LOSER'' i'm all used to it :D hahaha! P6 DEVELOPMENT..... LIBRARY AT ESPLANADE..... THE LAST SONG :D! i spent the whole sat with AH NAT! We definetly enjoyed ourself :D its been so long since we went out tgt and go all out :D hahaha! We did entered the world in our own, WHO CARES if the security had asked us to shut up as we laughed too loud in the library! :D we still laugh like no one's business! (: and i really need to attend lesson bout singapore's route! like that nxt time i can lead nat :D then i can act like i'm lost also ): then see what's her reaction :DMUAHAHA~ i'm mean! i dun care, who ask nat sometimes also act get lost, then she LAUGHED at my reaction! I'LL BE LIKE'' HUH?! U SERIOUS?! OMG!!!!" hahahaa standard reaction (: oh my! must quickly go attend lesson (; hahah! cannot always get lost ah! VERY LOSER LEI ): hahahaha! anw... MORE MOVIES TO COME NAT! <3

THE LAST SONG IS GOOD :D made me cry like one shit! :D hahah! nat lend me her blanket for my back but end up i used it to WIPE MY TEARS! hahaha... eh eh eh eh, people arround me also cried okay! not only me hor :D even nat got red eyesssss!(she said she was tired, haha!) helped her to carry the 100 plus shoe bag for the whole day and have to carry my OWN TURTLE SHELL! i'm more tired (: so look must really go watch the last song :D u wont regret just like US =)
now u know why i say I DUN CARE, I WANNA WATCH THE LAST SONG ;)

2010-05-09T17:10:00.011+08:00

OH WELL, HOW FAST? A teacher that taught us for 5 months has to CHAO alr!

Its the last week for mdm grace tan to tolerate our NONSENSE~

Now if mrs lu is coming back, everything changes! i even forgotten how mrs lu used to teach us! Oh gosh, here it comes again! New teaching method that we have to get use to AGAIN! Poor 3A and 3B! hahahaha (:

The reason why i love olivia's camera! haha!

Its been 3 yrs (:

LIANA! what's with the giraffe in ur hand?! WAIT! is that a giraffe or wat? OMG! (: mrs lu? what's that? hehe

CHER! i just hope i can see u in school AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! WE WILL MISS U!

That's school life for this week :D haha! its alright!

just that nxt week, NATIONAL LEAGUE will be starting. YESSSSSAR, i'm playing with the sec 3s, the feeling on court with them is indeed DIFFERENT! ohhhhhhhh, how i miss it :D

and and and!

SHE"S BACK! hahahaha... <3

Gonna get ready to smile for the camera later!

HAHAH! the picture for my IC (:

i'm gonna give UNGLAM FACES! omg.. i'm just kidding. THE IC IS GOING TO STAY WITH ME FOR LIFE! HAHA! <3

2010-05-02T17:17:00.006+08:00

Cause i know i'm not alone when i look at you <3

HELLO WORLD :D hahahah!

we hardly had any trngs this week except for u-17s trng that kills me, haha:D

looks like my stamina is dropping )= how am i going to survive for 2.4 that is coming so soon??? i'm SO dead! ^_^

If i got the power to turn back the clock. I will turn to those times!

OH NO, i suddenly miss u guys so badly):

ahhhhhhhhh 2009 )':

My nose is still being SO annoying): but hahaha, thxs nat for her 3 powerful panadol this week! i'll definitely suffer without it :D I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SWIMMING NXT WEEK! huhu! it's been a long time not swimming! swimming is always the only sport that can help me to drown ALL my STRESS CELLS! haha:D not netball =_+

ITS OKAY PENEHLI FOX :D when we have the chance to, i'll defintely bring you to the beach TO SHOUT UR LUNGSSSS OUT!!! i'll make sure everything that is in your way are carry out from u(: and of course, i'll make u shout in the room:D but to ur pillow plssss.. haha! i dun wanna get any demerit points! hehe... will do anything to u just to makes u will feel better! JIA YOU ROOMIE, dun get affected by them!!! comecomecome roomie, i'll give u a hug and make sure u feel my LOVE! :D cause nothing is going to drift me away from u! i'm here roomie<3

SOMEONE PLEASE FOLLOW ME! I WANNA WATCH ONE MOVIE! AND I TOTALLY MISS TAIWAN RESTAURANT (: hahahahha! (those that know what is taiwan restaurant, i'm looking at U!) hehehe.

2010-04-25T14:49:00.009+08:00

I DIE DIE MUST BLOG FIRST b4 i can actually study :D hahah!

poor blog is DYING!~

This week was awesome! :D I just love the ending of our B div national finals!

Its HILARIOUS! B DIV'10 JUST ROCKS BIG TIME <3

sec 3s, nxt yr is our turn alr! we are so OWNING the cup:D JIA YOU <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN~~

Bench official is indeed a best way to earn EASY money! <3

u just have to sit down and do what u have to do, and that's it.. 15 bucks/ per game<3>

so yay! earn 45bucks on the sat! wohoooooooo...

thenthenthenthenthen, we camp at livia's house :D

*YAWN* i'm tired ): we only get to sleep at 4-5am? hahaha! DIE~ like that how to concentrate yuan min?

17s!!!....

TRAINING~ TRAINING ON THE WEDNESDAY! oh yessssssar, can't wait to see u girls again(:

Guys get jealous very fast :D that's why i said relationship just sucks now and single is always the best! hahaha:D Guys are like nothing to me now, cause i guess this time round i'm really serious bout it :D serious bout what? hahahahahah! FOCUS AND CONCENTRATE! the 2 power words<3>

omgomgomgomg, and speaking bout HUHU! someone name 淑慧added me on facebook!

i was HELL laughing when i saw the name! its exactly the same as the SHOW! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha! but whatever i still accepted her =) hahahahahaha.. alright yuan min u have to stop laughing now, STUDY TIME!

2010-04-18T01:25:00.008+08:00

17'S CAMP! 17'S CAMP! <3>INTERESTING~FUN~ SHORT~GLUED!
hahahah... we were all so bonded during the start of the camp, what will happened when our first trng actually start in 2 weeks time? hahaha :D i wonder? end up everyone hugging each other? hmmmmmm.... :D <3>

and..... I GOT A TOOT ROOMIE FOR THE CAMP! HEHEHE.. SHI NI! *clap*clap* :D
She's DAMN KIASU! (: LAZY! (: SLOW! (: DON"T KNOW HOW TO USE ALARM(: DIDN'T BRING TOOTHPASTE(: FORGET TO BRING SHAMPOO, SOAP, CONDITIONER(: DON'T COMB HAIR AFTER SHE BATH!!!!!!!!! looooooook, know so many things bout her in 1 DAY! hahaha:D

and and and....... OUR DEAR TEAMATE TURN 17 ON THAT DAY :D
she is...... NATALIE KOH SZE YI!!! <3

Maybe some of u dunno what is this picture all about but ATHIRAH, SARAH,NATALIE, TASNEEM,GRACE, SHINA,BEVERLY, RACHEL,SHAWALLAH,JAIME,KIMBERLY, HOON,SHINI, AND DOM knows what is it :D HUHU! *hi 5* kim, mission accomplished <3 color="#ffcc33">

When i entered the funeral, i had a really bad feeling as i felt that something was coming):
OH SHIT! my tears): Whenever i see uncle's picture infront of the coffin, his shoes, his clothes, everything that belongs to him and my beloved grandma....My heart will just aches): GOSH! i'm going to get swollen EYES sooon ): NONONO!

Is it true that when death situation comes, we should be happy? Because he has finally completed his purpose in his life?UNCLE, I DUN CARE U HAVE TO COME BACK! NO, PLEASE DUN LEAVE, DON'T! )'': You can't just leave ur children and your wife alone in the world! PLS COME BACK UNCLE!! ): i want u to take plate for me again whenever i can't reach it when i was young ): I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! plssss uncle, please! *cries* GOSH! tears just can't stop dropping!): anyone knows how to?
plssssss, grandma! u have to stay strong, everytime when i see u cry, i want to cry alr lah! ): stay strong granny <3>

2010-04-09T23:20:00.006+08:00

I'M BACKKE :D

BEVO ah.. take care of ur head can? its okay girl, i know how u feel! u have to tahan the pain k? cause the pain will hurt quite awhile especially URS! blue-black SO BIG! ): ice everyday uh!

BASICALLY, this week pass really quickly! that's good :D went home on the tues! hahah.. cause i was kinda like home sick and miss outside food? hahah! and yeah.. MY BED TOO <3>

then yeah.. mum sent me back sch the nxt day! :D

Finally, the U-17 results came out! OMGOMGOMGOMG! i can't believe it? i was like elizabeth, aishah, i'm not dreaming right? i'm not dreaming right? COMECOME, come pinch me! hahaha(:

i couldn't believed it when nat told me" I'M IN!'' ahhhhhhhhhhhh! okay, yuan min.. u are so working hard this yr! wait! this yr only? hahahah! every yr STARTING FROM NOW :Dso working my buttsssssss off!!!!!! :D

NAM! plssssss take care of urself ): GEEEEEEKS, let's take care of ourself can? cause we can't afford to lose any of the players alr ): this yr, there's too many ppl getting injured!): but its okay, cause i know that nam will stand up strong again :D JIA YOU NAM!

Just back from queenstown to do ''something''! hahaha :D huhu will love it :D
I LOVE THE LADY THERE :D! shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, yuan min, u are supposed to SHUT UP! hahaha <3>

2010-04-01T19:20:00.008+08:00

CHOOSE NOT TO CARE~

Whatever you do that hurts ppl, i have no energy to care anymore~
We can't change u...neither can i! The more u do, the more we will avoid u! one day u will see the differences between our friendship, i just hope u can change and deserve another chance!
But by looking at u....... I have nothing more to say!I'm just going to wash my hands and if i can, gosh!I WOULD WANT TO SPRAY THOSE WATER AT U!! :D but nvm.. who cares?!
gogogo, go do what u want! I BO CHAP alr... i'm too weak to even care!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROOOOOOOOOOOOOMIE :D hahahahahh! Nice room we've got, dun u agree? hahah:D just hope we dun get any of the demerit points! thxs to elizabeth, olivia and shelby!! IDOIT LAH U ALL, didn't wake me up to share the joy! *_* but its okay, yuan mun got more sleep than u guys do. hahaha!MY 16 YEARS OLD ROOMIE <3,>

School was alright, everything is okay! :D

just that in few weeks time, MDM GRACE TAN is going ): she's going to be a HOUSEWIFE! muahaahahaha...

but its okay cher, we will take address from u so that when we free, we go visit u and cope ROYCE CHOCOLATE from u! hahaha... Dun forget to leave ur address to us :o

3A is still a class that is FULL OF NONSENSE AND RANDOMNESS.. hahaha:D <3<3<3

BEVO?BEVO? hahahahaha!

JIa you tabby! ALL THE WAY, run for us k? hehehehe....

annoying yuan min will always be in the room waiting for ur GOOODGOOODGOOOD news, hahahah(:

GUITAR ROCKS THIS WEEK:D

had a mini concert/ performance in the room? hahaha(:

yuanmin-guitar

elle-guitar

elizabeth-guitar

olivia-sing

tabby-sing

shelby-sing/guitar :D

wohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... room #08-46 :D

Forever loved by us :D

I'M so going shopping with daddy, mummy and mei mei:D

PAPA, prepare all the cash in ur wallet! HAHAHA, cause ur beloved daughter is so going to buy LOTS OF LOTS OF THINGS this weekend(:

2010-03-31T15:04:00.003+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just dun belong and no one could understands u! You won't know how it feels like because u are not me! No one knows how you hurt someone. But i know you go around hurting your own close friends secretly without letting them know! I hate to get pushed around, you BITCH! Sometimes i wonder, why am i so stupid trying to trust you and to protect you from getting talked back. My heart just falls when i actually found out what exactly u are doing at the back of me. My heart just ache secretly. I just wanna let my tears go, but why? Why my eyes are always controling those tears that are wanting to drop?
Why am i always acting so nice infront of you when actually i'm hurt by u? Why can't i just say ''FUCK OFF''? i seriously dunno what you want! Someone please... I hate to be TORN down, i need someone to hold me tight, someone to grab me when i'm falling, someone to protect me from getting hurt and just someone that is willing to lend me ur shoulder for me to cry on and to be lean on! I'm just feeling extremely tired everyday with u around me!Not physically tired but its actually emotionally tired! Maybe u can continue to do what u want, I DUN CARE! but plsssssss... STOP HURTING MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-28T19:45:00.015+08:00

*YAWN* omg... i'm so tired ):

when reach school ltr, the first thing i'm going to do is to pack then SLEEEEEEP!hahahahha(:

ELLE'S PARTY WAS AWESOME!:D

good good, at least somehow somewhere along it helped me to relieve my STRESS and forgotten all the school works in school! BUT NOW........ okay ): is back to my mind again):

OH FREAK! and i think i forgotten nat's chocolate! oh damn, arghhhhhhhhhhh! that girl's bowling was superb yst lah! hahahaha(: didnt expect that :x

Defintely enjoyed the night spent with you guys! ( fyi, i luv being what i am now, luv being single, luv being FREE.....so no way i'm going to get attached! so we are just friends...!) :D

Am i going to find any word'' trust''from you again? I thought u've changed after so long! Thought i could let them trust you and to be given one more chance to be trusted by us. I've trusted u so much since i've known u, i didn't want to believe them. I trusted u so much, so much! i tried very hard to protect u, tried very hard to let them believe you that u are trustworthy and that u will changed! End up.............? LOOK, u've dissapointed me! ): what can i say? NOTHING AT ALl! Trying to protect you are just wasting my energy, all are jusr FULL OF SHIT AND CRAP NOW! Nothing is going to work anymore...........

2010-03-26T19:39:00.014+08:00

HEYHEY~ (:

sorry for not blogging, i didnt had the time to after i came back from malaysia!

cause i was just too shag after i came back that time:D

but oh well, I CAN SAY THAT i did enjoyed this malaysia trip very much<3

this trip made us BOND well(: but still..... PERTH IS STILL THE BEST AFERALL :D

I Just wanna make it short!

What can i say? SCHOOL schedule is always the same, nothing special!BUT... OH WELL

Had fitness test on the thursday, i can actually push more but my body is just too SORE! ): blame the gym! hahahaha, i push natalie like ''SIAO'' lo, she shld thank me man! still say she will confirm die at level 8! SLAP HER LAH!! so negative.... (: hehehe!

GOT ELLE'S PARTY 2 MORROW :D

OKAYOKAY! yuan min u have to rest now and enjoy ur time 2 morrow!~

STOP GIVING URSELF SO MUCH STRESS!~

Honestly, every single day that pass now is making me weaker and weaker): i think i've give myself too much stress):):):

2010-03-15T22:34:00.009+08:00

SOMEONE plsssss..... get me to pack for my malaysia trip!(: hahaha!

i just hate packing, packing always makes me stress and sweaty!:D MING is just too lazy<3

i'm basically just stuffing all my clothes into my luggage 1st! then 2 morrow, i'll seriously pack for it(: that is what i always do when i do packing!! hehehe(: .. cool right? :D I KNOW! hehe..

DINNER WITH NORAIDA AND SEC 3s TODAY! <3

only 10 ppl came for it! where's the other 2? arghhhhhhhhhhhh, nam and aishah couldnt make it): hais! dinner at madjack(: hahah!(jalan kayu)

the place that we had our first first cluster activity when we were sec 1, hahaha(:

can u believe it? our sec 1 picture was up on the madjack restaurant's noticeboard! seeeeeeeee.....

LOOK AT HOW MUCH WE HAVE CHANGE PPL! (: so scary~~~ :D

yeahyeah... then TALK COCK SING SONG before our food actually came! hehehe.

we were talking bout all our RETARDED memories when we were under coach noraida!

OH, HOW I MISS THOSE MEMORIES D: its just too RETARDED and CRAZY! :)

There are defintely MORE pictures we took at madjack(:

we just have to wait for ppl like BEVERLY and BETH to upload those photos we took there :D hahah(: just have to be patient peeps. <3

i'll probably post when i come back from malaysia trip(:

will be at malaysia from 17th to 20th!

the bus will be leaving from sports school at 6.30am! i just hope i bring everything for the trip! especially PASSPORT(: hahaha! without passport, i no need to go liao(: hehehe!

oh wellll... and i just wish MALAYSIA TRIP WILL BE FUN with u guys<3>

ENJOY!<3>can u believe it? a sparrow totally just landed on beverly's bag 2 day!

and being so stubborn that the bird keep clinging on bev's bag! hahaha(:

scare the shit out of her... hahahahahahahah!

2010-03-13T14:15:00.011+08:00

Dun really wanna talk bout school but yeah this week was just IN A MESS!

and....

congrats north zone playerrss <3

i'm just too tired of everything and plus i just ended my u-17s trials, so let just listen to the picturessss's talking bout what actually happened last night!

The rest will be up in the facebook soon :D

Basically, yst we went to watch 'dear john' which is not too bad, dinner at TAIWAN and chillax at esplanade rooftop(:

fuck it!(s0rry) but i ran all the way back after i took off from the freaking bus! what u all want lah! still not enough is it?! if u guys think that i didnt spend enough time with u all,then just bloody get me outta here if u think that it can make u guys feel better! damn it lah! JUST LEAVE ME ALLLONEEEEEE!

sometimes i just feel like closing my eyes forever and ever! i hate to face the truth!

2010-03-06T17:57:00.012+08:00

It seems that Time is going so much faster than i! is that good or bad? I dunno D:

CUPCAKES CUPCAKES! hahah(: bought 6 cupcakes for my stomach and for my roomie<3

LOVE the icing on the cupcake.... it's quite funny that i always finish the whole thing and save the best for the last which is the ICING, woohhoooooo(: hahaha! oh well, i guess, i've lost the taste of the cupcakes alr):

but stilllll... thxs cupcakes ppl! <3>

NIGHT TRAINING ON THE TUES!!!! :) <3>

best of the best training throughout this week(: hahah! night trng has always reminded me on barrakura game during perth trip): the stars up there always just RUSH into my mind! , GOSH!i wanna go back there with the same ppl and the same UNCLE PETER AGAIN): omg, i missmiss the moments there D:

NIGHT CLASS ON THE WED!!! :S hahah.. funfun..

TO KALLANG FOR BENCH OFFICIAL AT NIGHT!! <3

pass or fail? hahah(: i seriously dunno man, hope all of us just pass and get over with it(: hahaha!

we were alll so stress up during the first part of the bench official lo, ESPECIALLY me and nat! hahaha(: both blur blur wan, but later the second part, we slowly get the hang over it alr(: hahaha! so scared of making mistake! one mistake, GONE CASE! that scary man...

but still... we enjoyed this short little little trip to kallang(:

yeah, i just hope we all pass the bench official thing(: hahaha~

left one more week, before march hols actually start! wohooooo.. then malaysia trip then....... something else):): *cough, cough*

gosh, nxt week, i'm going to be drown of stress! someone plssss buy me a stress ball):

my face is seriously going to be er..........tab u will know(: hahahah!

but tahan tahan! 6 tests in a week is no joke man): but still... hais! CONFIDENT(: hahaha...

stay strong, MY WHACKER NAT!(: this is not u man... dun because of those idoitic stuff bring u down k?! u are totally not like this... NO WAY!

smile nat, smile smile :D u still got us u see.. so no way u are going to be alone..

cause u are never gonna be alone girl, that is why u have to smile smile! i dun wanna see ur eye to be red ah!

dun worry, i'll always lovelove u(: I'M NOT EVIL! :D

14 more days, its crazy~! ): will u be willing to count down with me? i seriously dun wan that day to come): never!

2010-02-27T20:00:00.017+08:00

I'm just using all this chances now to spend time with my friends!:D hehehe....

SCHOOL was fine.... i just find time passes real quick nowadays,haha! maybe because its just in few weeks time): oh well.... DON'T! wtv, i can't stop it anw): unlesss miracle happened! oh well, what to talk bout school? its just normal schedule going by everyday, nothing special! BUT, monday gonna have friendly with RJ, i think!(: hahahah, hope i dun die in the game:D

hahaha...well, let's give some chances to some of the pictures to do the story telling(:

Yay! elle is my 3 yrs forever RETARDED roomate(: and i'll miss the fun times!
haha.. there's still more pics(: but they are up in the facebook if u wanna take a look at it(:
yeahyeah.. these are so called my SOME pics, oh well, at least those pics do some talking right?(:
yayay...

Damn you lah, just left 3 more weeks only! STOP asking when you shld actually buy the flight ticket!Even if i say NO,will you? It still doesnt make any difference.... So stop asking me, AHHHHHHHHH, just SHUT UP and leave me alone!

2010-02-20T23:10:00.011+08:00

U SPOILT MY WEEKENDS WITH MY FRIENDS, IDOIT!

Its been a long time not blogging ): sorry readers!

oh well.. blame the concussion!

hahaa(:

had a concussion on friday during afternoon training!

how cool is that?! PLSSSSS... NOT AT ALL!

it sucks big time! MY HEAD IS LIKE SPINNING AROUND NOW):

and i got a slight lump there, OUCH, it really hurts!!! ):

this is my first time collapsing after i got a knock, isn't that scary?! i was so frightened)):

so frightened and pain till i tear!!!!!.... How cool is that man?! TELL ME!

THXS GIRLS and COACH! thxs for taking care of me and concerning me!

i really appreciate what u guys did for me! i can... really really feel the love from u guys(:

awwwwwww.... LOVE U PPL! <3

THXS BETH FOR THE NIGHT AT UR HOUSE(: sorry for troubling u): STUPID INJURY! ):

awwwwwwww.... thxs NAT!!!!! THXS FOR EVERYTHING <3>

isn't it true that everytime i got injured, u will give me something?! hahaha(;

like that i would want to get injured everyday in order to gain something from you(: hahaha!

so sorry nat, felt really guilty on fri): yeah man, we had a date yeah?! i WILL REMEMBER, I WILL RMB(:

haha!dun worry nat, if i'm really.............., i will surely pass u an early present!! (:

hmmmmmmm... what will the present be? hahahaha!

whatever it is... I STILL LOVE U (((: recover fast u SKINNY PORK! <3

KEEPPPPP HOLDING ON!!!!

2010-02-13T15:58:00.008+08:00

CAN'T WAIT to wear my dress for CHINESE NEW YEAR! hahaha(:

yeah man....this is a time for us to relax,enjoy and just leave our STRESS aside! haha(:

SCHOOL THIS WEEK WAS HILARIOUS!!(:

1st) Got back mod 1 results for chinese,social studies and math!! :D

2nd) 1st netball academy(reds) outing at causeway point! haha(:

3rd) Last session for PX2 (cdp), yessssssssar (:

4th) Got a shirt saying'' FILM CREW' at the back of the shirt(: + a disc with our acting in it(:

5th) FASTEST TRAINING i ever had on friday, it lasted for 5 MINS!!!! (:

sounds fun isn't? hahaha!

module 1 results for me this yr were not too bad! just that i screwed my math): GOSH!

but at least i still pass! haha(:

hahaha... i've been a very good girl in school PPL(:

none of the white cards are reserve for me yet! :D

LOVE RED'S OUTING <3

Times when the seniors get to spend time with each other outside school!

Times when we get the chance to relax ourself outside!

Times when we get to buy wierd wierd stuff!

Times when we get the chance to eat outside food instead of SCHOOL FOOD!

Times when i rate NATALIE'S ORAL!! haha (: WE TOTALLY JUST ROCK IN THE BUS!<3

hahahahahaha...

JUST LOVE THE RED'S TEAM! '2010

4-5 weeks time? NONONONO!!!
i dun wanna....................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! someone plssssss grab me along with u!):

LOVE HOLD US STRONG TOGETHER AND ITS HARD FOR ME TO LET IT GO!

2010-02-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

MY HEAD IS SO GOING TO BLOW OUT!!!!

stress stress stress! omg.. this week are SO packed from all the tests!

still left pe theory and history to end mod1 ):

used to sec 3 's life?? hahaha (i dun think so)

but i'm used to coach's trng now(: hahaha!

WOW I DIDN'T KNOW COACH'S HARDCORE TRNG WAS SO FUNNNN!!! ((: hahaha...

everyone thought it was going to be circuit, but end up we played....... GAMES GAMES(:!!!

PIMPLES ALL COMING OUT AGAIN):

went to the p6s development thing today, so tired~~~

tab and bev were like: AH MIN, WHY U LOOK SO STRESS?
hahaha.... i'm just too tired!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH!!!((: <3

p6s this year were all very hyper(: haha.. maybe not all lah, but MOST MOST!

they are all so keen to come sports school, so did some touring for them around the school after the development thing! hahaha(: they cute lah! we old old alr((:

sometimes i wonder if i should just leave...

n get a new life style from there!

should.... i?

will u guys>>>>>missme???

真的是进退维谷！

2010-01-30T21:57:00.015+08:00

*cough cough*
OMG! hahaha.. i'm coughing like hell nowadays lo ): times when during trng!(:
coach thought i choke! hahaha(:

DAY BY DAY! everyone is getting so stress up! but stil, we have to get up strong and try to get over and done with it(:

AWARDS NIGHT WEEKKK! (:
i'm too lazy to talk about awards night on wed!(:
but....let some of pictures to tell the story((:

others are up on the facebook(: hahaha! just wanna say awards night was BRILLIANT(:

cause i got NABILAH with me for the eating instead of going around taking pics(: hahaha...

so when up to the room, everyone was complaining that they are hungry and stuff, and JUST i'm the only one that was quiet(:woooohoooo! hahaha...

i hope u will sing along but its not ur favourite song!

wanna see u smile if i'm ........ leaving! (:(: